Cat Lady Supplies

Cat face bags - Ebay // Phone pouch - Ebay // Cat Tapestry Weekend Bag - Amazon // Paul & Joe Facial Cleansing Foam set - Asos // New Look Coin Purse - Asos // Geek Cat Snood - Asos // Galaxy Cat Scarf - Asos

I've been a cat lady ever since I was a baby. My first two pets were cats. Frankly, since then, I haven't been able to have a cat in my home, due to my dog. He doesn't get along with other pets, so I've had to put aside my dream of being a cat mama. BUT, that doesn't mean I can't buy stuff with fluffy cats on to feed my need for having a feline in my life!

I've already ordered the first two cat face bags, both from a different website though and both came to 100 kr total. Which isn't bad for two bags at all! And I think when I get paid again and have paid off my mum, I'll get the galaxy scarf. I'm just in love with these items.

Psssst, can you keep a secret? I even have a "Cat Lady Supplies" folder in my browser.

Home Inspiration

*Photos taken from my Tumblr, sources were all over the place and I gave up after half an hour because I'm very ill at the moment. But look, pretty house decorations and interior design!*

Sometimes home isn't a place, sometimes home is a person.

FINALLY, FINALLY IT CAME!

My small pieces from home. Aka Sean. I'm beyond happy. I miss him so much, he's such a sweet heart.

And to boost the depressing part: It's been exactly 2 months since he went back to England, and it'll be at least 6 months till I see him again.

Rant: Postal services, the Tuesday curse and overpriced furniture

The past few weeks have been CRAP. And I'm not even being dramatic. I've been so emotionally drained, I don't sleep, I some days don't eat - others I binge eat -, I don't want to leave my room, I just want to be in bed and be a human burrito.

I ordered a moose pillow pet to Sean, because the moose is one of my favourite animals and I wanted one for over a year. And they couldn't deliver to Denmark so I ordered to him. And he send it off, with a few other bits to cheer me up, because he's the sweetest guy in the world. But it's been 8 days now. The guy said around 3. And every day, when I realise the package won't be in my hands, I have a break down. I'm not kidding. I start crying and get very very upset.

You need to understand something. I suffer from bad anxiety, have done for a few years now. And Sean's scent, calms me down so much it's stupid. He was a gem to hug my pillow pet and hold it close, hoping it would pick up some of his scent. Because it's such a great comfort for me. And if you're in a long distance relationship, you know how fucking amazing it is to smell them again. Feeling like you're close. But since the fucking post cannot fucking just get the package from A to B, I can't have that comfort. And I need some comfort. But noooooo, Royal Mail and Post Danmark wants to fucking torture me. Also, he said it's a big box (moosey is a bit fat) and how the fuck can you loose a fucking huge box.

I'm trying my best to be positive, and hope it's just delays, blabla. But I'm in a permanent shit mood.

Also, ever since Sean went back, Tuesdays have been the worst day of the week for me. I think it's purely mental, because Sean left on a Tuesday and it did hurt a lot having to let him go, knowing I would not see him for another 8 months. So I mostly spend my Tuesdays in bed, crying, and missing him more than anyting.

Yesterday I went shopping with my mum and brother. I'm redoing my room a bit, and needed some stuff. I want a chair next to my desk, to put clothes (which is not dirty but not clean enough to hang in my wardrobe again) and my every day bag on, because having stuff on my floor stresses me AND I have a dog who thinks laying on my clothes is funny. So we went to a charity shop, because I just want an old dining chair or something. And they are bloody expensive, Jesus Christ! Could hardly find anything under £25, and I am not paying that for an old chair. So that failed.

So in conclusion of everything:

Post services SUCK

Tuesdays SUCK
And charity shops are trying to rip you off.

Hope you're having a better week than I am.

A Girl Can Dream

Lately I've been obsessing over raw crystal necklaces. Absolutely loving them. I own two as of now. I sneakily bought one more which should come in the mail within two weeks. And I sneakily hinted to Sean that all I want for Christmas, is chocolate and crystal necklaces. I love the simple but very edge look they give. 

Also, if anyone is feeling generous, I would love that bag. I don't own a plain, silver hardware, black bag. It's a Mulberry Alexa bag, which I will never be able to afford because fuck it's expensive and it makes my inner stylish woman cry blood.

I'm a bad blogger, this is all I've got for today. I would use the fact I've had a very bad week as an excuse. So you better feel sorry for me instead of.. Whatever you feel like towards me.

Better post should come when the last few bits arrive in the mail and I get the last bits for my room!

*insert cheesy quote/lyric about change*

I've had enough of how my room looked, how my desk was messy and bulky and impractical for what I need in a desk, so I scraped the last few bits of money I had and asked my mum "Hey, can we go to Ikea on one of your days off?" and we headed to Ikea. I will do a full post about how it looks when it's done, when I'm actually fully done. Sean is sending some pictures I asked him to print out for me (can we appreciate people like that, he's the best) and still have some projects I'm thinking of doing. But this is how my room looked for 2 weeks!

If you've ever redone your room, I feel your pain.