Wednesday, January 21

Project Re-do Room

My room now: 











Things I want for my room:


Welded wire fence // Mirror // Cacti // Cacti set // Gallery shelf // Cabinet // Bookshelf

What I want my room to be like:


My wardrobe is "built-in" so I can't move it. I hate it beyond anything on this earth, but luckily I won't have to live with it forever (hopefully my future home won't have a built in ugly wardrobe), but the wardrobe makes it hard to move other furniture around, which is why old room and new room looks alike in lay out. It's simply because I can't do anything else that'll work.

I also want a wall tapestry and other nick nacks, but you'll see that when I'm done with my room!
I'm also trying hard to save up for good paint, because that shiz isn't cheap at all ;__; But it'll be worth it. My room means a lot to me, and my perfectionist brain will "soon" be at peace. July couldn't come faster!

What does your room looks like? I love seeing other peoples living spaces! xx




Thursday, January 8

4 things I hate about living at home


1. If I keep my food outside my room, someone else will eat it

Unfortunately no one in the house are allergic to things I like. And if I keep anything in the fridge or freezer without a giant "FUCK OFF IT'S MINE!" stuck to it, it'll most likely get eaten - and it ain't by me! Sometimes it's fine, I leave stuff out there on purpose so my mum and brother can enjoy it too. But I've also way too often been excited about this amazing ice cream I bought a bit ago and it's been a rough day, I'm in a bad mood, I go to the freezer and........
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2. My mum doesn't entirely agree with my interior decorating ideas

In the past few years I've been having wet dreams about decorating rooms. Okay maybe not wet dreams, but it's become a huge interest of mine. But my mother doesn't always agree with my taste. I never touch her furniture, but her knick knacks can sometimes be all over the place and disorganised. Basically we have a silent war with where the tea light holders and the horrible gnome of hers should be placed. She just doesn't understand my interior senses....
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3. Where the heck is my shampoo? A tale of losing things magically in the bathroom

This is kind of like the food situation, but at least with the food I can tell who took my delicious food. I know my family well enough to point out 
who ate my bread and who took my ice cream. But if I keep ANYTHING in the bathroom, it's impossible to tell who used all my shampoo or toothpaste. So I can't even yell at them for using my things. And then I end up in the shower with shampoo, conditioner or body wash....

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4. Karaoke evenings are limited

I like to sing. And I like to sing loudly, badly, beautifully and for a long time. But I also don't want to pester my family with my superstar potential, so every time both are out of the house, I rush to Youtube, find my songs and blast out. But it's also happened I was really into a song and suddenly someone comes home and I have to act cool. Not fun. Okay, maybe a teeny bit, but I really can't wait to pester Sean with it all the time when we get a flat!

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Sunday, January 4

Welcome 2015





2014 has ended and 2015 has just started. Last year wasn't the greatest. It started out horribly, got worse, stayed the same and then finally the last few months was going the right way. Buster passed away, I went down a mental black hole and I was confused about what I wanted with my life. But there's also been good things. I finally started proper therapy, which actually has helped out. I got my bestest little fuzzy floor mop, Lui. Sean started a new job and is so pleased with it! I've also worked a lot with my anxiety and I haven't had a panic attack in 2 fucking months!

I'm excited for 2015. I feel like for once it's going to be a good year. I hopefully start education again, I'm going to hopefully try working as a librarian for 2-3 months which will help me decide if it's the right thing for me, Sean and I are starting to plan moving in together (it'll first happen in 2-3 years, but I'm starting to save up for a flat with him!), and I'm for once excited to be alive!

How's your 2015 going to look?