Small bag essentials

Bag, Monki // Wallet, eBay // Tissues // Small notebook // Pen // Hand cream // Nail file

Passport cover, H&M // Coin purse, Ebay // Wallet, Ebay 

Life isn't just black and white

Please appreciate my little collection of stuffed toys

I've been in a grey haze the past few days. I've cried a lot, been curled up in bed, not motivated an awful lot. I miss Buster, more than I'll ever be able to accept. It's hitting me slowly but surely. Especially when I spend a lot of evenings alone. My mum has been working 50 hours evening the past week and it's harsh being faced with reality all alone. No Sean, no Buster.

I've been reading a lot. I finished Allegiant (last book in the Divergent series, and yes, I cried) and I finished Requiem which is the last in the Delirium series. I've also started painting a bit. I don't paint a lot, not since I finished at Odder. It is very therapeutic.

I try and keep my head above the waters. Sean has been a dream since Buller was put down. He's always been supportive, but I've noticed he takes the extra step to let me know he's there and I'm not alone in this. I'm encouraged by him and the thought of us going to København in mid-June with my mum and grandma. It's the small things that counts.

Also, I'm going to start up therapy again. Anxiety is getting too much. I'm too low function because of it. But there's waiting lists of course, so I don't know much yet. But it'll be dealt with. I have mixed feelings. I think it's always like that with mental illnesses. When you've had it for years, losing it is a scary thought. I don't remember being without it. You get attached to something that's tearing you apart. But I want to be a person again.

I hope you're all doing wonderfully well. Spring is turning into summer very soon. Flowers and trees are coming back, the sky is a bit more blue. It's bringing a bit more happiness into my little heart.

New in: What a stud

I finally found a black bag I don't hate. Black is basically the only colour I wear, and you would be surprised how hard it is to find a cheaper black bag that doesn't look like *insert swear words here*

I found this babe at Deichmann for 200 kr. 200 kr!!!! I was very pleased. It's a sturdy, rather rectangular bag with silver hard ware and studs. It has a smaller handle and a longer for over the shoulder wear. I prefer have it cross body because my shoulders drape down and it would just fall - Thanks for the genetics, mum ;-)

It holds a lot of junk, which is useful because I swear every female who carry a bad tend to just throw their lives in it. Just in case you suddenly need a band aid or salt water solution if someone trips on the pavement! 

I always have my keys, passport, notebook, purse, phone and reusable shopping bag on hand. You should seriously always have reusable shopping bags on you or at least old plastic shopping bags. Small steps for improving the environment, right?  

Cat Lady Supplies

Cat face bags - Ebay // Phone pouch - Ebay // Cat Tapestry Weekend Bag - Amazon // Paul & Joe Facial Cleansing Foam set - Asos // New Look Coin Purse - Asos // Geek Cat Snood - Asos // Galaxy Cat Scarf - Asos

I've been a cat lady ever since I was a baby. My first two pets were cats. Frankly, since then, I haven't been able to have a cat in my home, due to my dog. He doesn't get along with other pets, so I've had to put aside my dream of being a cat mama. BUT, that doesn't mean I can't buy stuff with fluffy cats on to feed my need for having a feline in my life!

I've already ordered the first two cat face bags, both from a different website though and both came to 100 kr total. Which isn't bad for two bags at all! And I think when I get paid again and have paid off my mum, I'll get the galaxy scarf. I'm just in love with these items.

Psssst, can you keep a secret? I even have a "Cat Lady Supplies" folder in my browser.

Nosey? Have a look in my bag.

Bag from Pieces. 100 kr marked down from 600 kr.

My current motto is "Never underestimate a woman's ability to fit her life in her bag", because it's true. I can actually fit so much more in my bag if I wanted to. Normally I also keep the book I'm currently reading and my PSP with the games in, but I forgot to take pictures of that because I had taken them out to use. I never keep make up in my bag because I rarely actually wear make up. I don't have anyone to impress, so I don't bother. Also I normally keep my camera in there, but obviously I was using it to do this.

What are some of your bag essentials?