Birthday wishlist

Interior

Oh My Deer Skull // OpenMind Mirror // Hay Boxes // byHoptimist Mug // Bahne You Can Stay picture // Artboard Postcard // Kähler Trio Vases // Hay Hand // Mummi Mug // Kay Bojesen Turtledoves 

Beauty

REN Mask // Liz Earle Cleanse & Polish Set // Origins Mask // theBalm Highlighter // Barry M Eyeliner // Elemis Set // Nars Blush // Max Factor Eyeliner // YES TO Eye Cream // ASOS Make Up Bag

Fashion

Jacket // Striped Dress // Colour Block Dress // Cape // Oversize Scarf // Travel Wallet

Jewellery

Hvisk Earrings // Moss Copenhagen Necklace // Hvisk Necklace // Jess Of Sweden Bracelet // Moss Copenhagen Ring

My birthday is around the corner (18th March *wink wink*) so I thought I would make a little wishlist! 

Winter fashion // dark as a November morning

Scarf - H&M // Coat - ASOS // Bag - H&M // Boots - Zalando // Gloves - Zalando

Retail therapy

I don't deal with feelings well, so I buy stuff. BUT there's a lot of sales going on everywhere lately, so it doesn't make my bank feel too bad.

Life isn't just black and white

Please appreciate my little collection of stuffed toys

I've been in a grey haze the past few days. I've cried a lot, been curled up in bed, not motivated an awful lot. I miss Buster, more than I'll ever be able to accept. It's hitting me slowly but surely. Especially when I spend a lot of evenings alone. My mum has been working 50 hours evening the past week and it's harsh being faced with reality all alone. No Sean, no Buster.

I've been reading a lot. I finished Allegiant (last book in the Divergent series, and yes, I cried) and I finished Requiem which is the last in the Delirium series. I've also started painting a bit. I don't paint a lot, not since I finished at Odder. It is very therapeutic.

I try and keep my head above the waters. Sean has been a dream since Buller was put down. He's always been supportive, but I've noticed he takes the extra step to let me know he's there and I'm not alone in this. I'm encouraged by him and the thought of us going to København in mid-June with my mum and grandma. It's the small things that counts.

Also, I'm going to start up therapy again. Anxiety is getting too much. I'm too low function because of it. But there's waiting lists of course, so I don't know much yet. But it'll be dealt with. I have mixed feelings. I think it's always like that with mental illnesses. When you've had it for years, losing it is a scary thought. I don't remember being without it. You get attached to something that's tearing you apart. But I want to be a person again.

I hope you're all doing wonderfully well. Spring is turning into summer very soon. Flowers and trees are coming back, the sky is a bit more blue. It's bringing a bit more happiness into my little heart.

Favourites of March (aka totally just bragging with what I bought/received)

My Mad Fat Diary has definitely been a huge favourite. Season 2 just finished and it was flipping brilliant.

Birthday presents. Don't know where the moon necklace is from but the earrings are from Pieces

Bilka - 20 kr

ASOS curve - Around 130 kr

The Book Depository -  £24

I lost my best friend today. He got ill again and we knew it was time. It was peaceful and I'm glad he's out of pain. Wait for me, baba. Jeg elsker dig.

Please get on my body (aka ASOS wishlist)

1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8

As you can see I suffer from a severe case of colour-phobia but you know what, I'll still look fabulous as hell. I'm a very plain girl, I like black and greys. If I'm feeling snazzy, I put on a maroon jumper but then the crazy kinda calms down. But I'm in love with these pieces and I do have the most annoying need to buy it all, but I'm an ~adult~ and can control myself. I hope. But if you feel like buying it for me, I'm up for it! 

Cat Lady Supplies

Cat face bags - Ebay // Phone pouch - Ebay // Cat Tapestry Weekend Bag - Amazon // Paul & Joe Facial Cleansing Foam set - Asos // New Look Coin Purse - Asos // Geek Cat Snood - Asos // Galaxy Cat Scarf - Asos

I've been a cat lady ever since I was a baby. My first two pets were cats. Frankly, since then, I haven't been able to have a cat in my home, due to my dog. He doesn't get along with other pets, so I've had to put aside my dream of being a cat mama. BUT, that doesn't mean I can't buy stuff with fluffy cats on to feed my need for having a feline in my life!

I've already ordered the first two cat face bags, both from a different website though and both came to 100 kr total. Which isn't bad for two bags at all! And I think when I get paid again and have paid off my mum, I'll get the galaxy scarf. I'm just in love with these items.

Psssst, can you keep a secret? I even have a "Cat Lady Supplies" folder in my browser.