RIP Bello. 4/1/2013

This night, at around 3, my beloved rat Bello finally took his last breath. He's been ill since before Christmas, but the past two days his condition got a lot worse, and finally he was free from his pain last night. I was awake the whole time, I felt something was up, and I promised not to leave him. I sat there the entire time with him on my lap wrapped in a blanket.

It was the best, that he finally past away. But I can't help but feel guilty. He was my oldest baby boy, and I would have put him down sooner, but money was a big issue, I have barely any left after paying for my transport card for school and dentist bill.

He's in a better place. But it was a fucking hard time. It was nerve racking. Some days he refused to eat, some days he barely was awake. But he's finally out of his unbearable state.

A few days after I got him

Seanie and Bello were pretty good friends.

The last picture with him. He would whine if I moved my hand. I love you so much Bells.

Rest in peace, my little man. I miss you dearly. 

I really apologise for the really sad and depressing post, but I had to make some kind of memorial for him. I count on making a kind of "What I got for Christmas" post, and some things I got in the sales during the next week. I hope you all had a merry Christmas and a good start on the New Year.